Sunday, October 30, 2011

i will do

i will not make u suffer
i will try not appear so much
i will stay and hope for u
i will pray for u
coz i love you
juz be the one u are and u like to be

i do

no matter how
i will wait you.

Thursday, October 27, 2011

beginning of the semester

it been already 2 weeks that i travel from ipoh-kampar-ipoh for my study. from monday to thursday.
then, friday, saturday and sunday i went to segatrad for part time sales. now i know what is tired with half study half work. it really tired. i think i can gain experience where i decided this way.

another thg is, it been a month that i broke wf you. i dun know why that i'm still thinking of you. as people said love before, so still have the feeling. nid some times to get the feeling away. sumtimes i also dun know wat i wan. sumtimes wan be with you but sumtimes don't. i really dun know wat happen on me. i really get frus. i know that our perception are diff. i'm now telling myself not to change you either me. just be ourselves. i'm also telling myself that no matter what people say, i really fall in love with you and i really wan be with you. other people say that i'm idiot, moron, stupid, bastard or anything else.. i really love you very much... now i realised wat u did that i dun know. i know wat u did is for me. i regret and to say i'm sorry... i will wait for you.

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

start the time

it's my 1st week for 3rd sem for year 1. i know it will be tough life for me for the following year. i will take it down in the plan... others i dont wan to care so much. end... class le...bye

Sunday, October 9, 2011

there's still got something

My memories is like computer data that cannot be destroy or deleted. It last forever but it will not be overwritten like the data in computer. I'm trying to be myself again since before the things happen for these few period. When ever i saw others friend pictures, how sweet they are. I also think about mine also. That cannot be erased anymore in my memory. <3

Monday, October 3, 2011

2nd SemBreak

went KL.. no money le...din go part time job...sob sob...

juz now wen yum cha at tong sui kai... then snooker again..haha