爱

wish,hope,bless him/her to have her happiness.

thats called love.

A thought

never thought that i still have a care about you.especially knew your sick and painess on you. feel like that needle pin in my heart...thats all...

Attitude and emotion

One word "LAZY"....
A kind of attitude or something affect a person's emotion that he/she doesn't have the motivation to do something. gosh, i'm getting lazy but it is not an excuse that i cannot stop doing everything that i need to finish it before due date.

Where is my "ohm"? "ohm" is something that i always said that the mood has not arrived to do something. In other word, i'm lazy. haiz. when i look at the clock and every second and every minute just gone. tick tick tick tick tick tick.... push me to do something.... or i should say i should push myself of being lazy.

Unexpected

sudden....
didn't expect it...
don't know how to reply...
speechless....
do not care it first...
that not important to me now...
finish my task and finish this semester first...

moodless...
William Ho

New resolution for CNY

Hi, it's been a long time didn't update this place. Well, everything start getting busy. Need to arrange well such as subjects that taking this semester. total 6 hardcore subjects. gonna dizzy soon. plus my website. almost 1 month din update the layout. other ppl not going to view it as long i did not make any changes. hehe. dun worry, will be update soon. let me finish my html5 code 1st. plus my company stuff also. headache, alot things need to be handle very well. already week 3 of 14 weeks. need hard hard working. no more playing. this year is my 3rd year. i hope to finish it fast. need handle financial as well.

Coming 2 more weeks --> CNY. gong xi fa chai ah... later will go around get money, gamble around and drink around too.. haha... i'm getting excited for that day. haha... so, i wish my people around me getting good and rich rich rich... you know that money getting hard to earn. so, to solve this problem. get the lottery, win sikit sikit cukup la...haha..

cheers,
William

Intern Status

Zalora Malaysia, one of the biggest e-commerce company in Malaysia. I'm almost 2 months working at here and i enjoy it every moment with all colleagues. Thank you for teaching me that i can't learn it in my school. One more month to go and next coming week lecturer might coming visit me soon. Report haven't ready yet. I need to be fast to finish it before end of this week. Now Zalora having Year End Sales up to 70%. Guys and Girls, come and enjoy your online shopping at Zalora. Sometimes you doesn't need to go shopping mall to buy what might you need that can get it from Zalora website. In future, it might become one of our place that we might shop rather than go to shopping mall.

Cheers,
William

day of halloween and working environment

It's been a month at Zalora Malaysia @ Jade Eservices (M). my internship just like my real life working. the 1st two weeks that i argue for my job scope that utar internship requirement. then now i work under IT support as well IT developer also. many thing that i learnt and it not from utar also like VBA. what i learnt in utar just C language and Java is coming soon next semester.

It just like everything new to me and i need cope with it. well, my report also have write and just daily log for the 1st two weeks. hahahhaa. student bill out and i pay it without any reason. LOL.. why we work outside while not in campus. if want to pay also some insurance and other facilities but not 6 credit hours. that's pain!

Anyway, today is Halloween. wish you guy happy halloween. dress well and scared people off!!! hahahaha... need finish my daily log, weekly and monthly report also..shit!

cheers,
William Ho

another big things done

finally exam is over. before exam, think about exam. oh shit... after exam, also think about exam. why? result. dun give a damn. have the holiday 1st then later on think about it. holiday? just 1 week. because of internship. this time go KL. which called Zalora Malaysia Sdn Bhd that a e-commerce fashion company and i work under IT department. what am i going to do in the department? erm, i think website maintenance or else? once exam finish, quickly went home drove my car go kampar and pack. this time not much thg to pack coz not like last time bring so many things to kampar anymore. it save alot space...hohoho

exam done, wait internship. need do something else for my future. maybe or maybe not. who knows. but i'm sure that if i really wanna do it, sure i can do it. nothing is possible. but the thing is impossible that you think it is impossible. the object or things might be work. we will make it work. things wont work by itself. if does, that thing sure work not by us but by other ppl. so, chance everyone has but not many of them run for the chances in their life.look for the future. work hard. be tolerant. finally want to say. I'M HOLIDAY MOOD!!

It shouldn't

today want to write about someone that meaningful to all of us. once we knew the incident that happen to you, someone cried, someone stunned, some people do not know what to say and me, i do not know that i should angry or feel sad. people will think pity, but i'm not. i know there's something that make our mentally weak that cant control or think rationally to do something. end, incident happen that bring sadness to all the people that care. love from parents, care from friendship, and the sadness bring to all of us. people thinks that everyone has different characteristic and IQ/EQ will bring everyone different. a nice and brilliant person, but couldn't control emotion. somehow, people will think if they have those skills how good they are. but they never thought that sometimes it brings different environment to that person. life is just once in our life. our life not like cat that have nine life. but frankly to say that no matter how many life that cat have, there's a possibility that take the life away even the first time. but for human, just once in a life. once gone and it forever gone.

you will think that life end like this will bring end to you. the problems gone, sadness gone even happiness gone. in other way, the life that you do not feel worry about anymore. but this make you happy. you never think that people around you will feel the same feeling that you feel right now?! parents who bring you to this world. care and giving love to you since small. wasted times and money and love and care. that's priceless. assume a couple growth a baby need 20mill plus love and time. the baby grow up and might pay back the money. but time and love? how? how you gonna pay for it for the rest of their life spend on you? think about your perception. but never think others? for the 10months that mom having her baby inside her fetus, always worry about the status and health of the little baby. afraid that anything happen while having him/her inside. what gonna be after grown up. how he looks like, what's the characteristic? afraid have disease and so on.
try to think that you might be one of the parents in future. what you gonna feel and care about it when you have your baby. Please appreciate your life. there's no second time in our life. love and care among the people around you even they don't love and care about you also. what i believe karma. i hope you have another life in future. may GOD bless you. be a better life,people or anythings. believe karma. RIP my dear friend.

argument

it might be a point that give to anyone think that it is good or bad to bring out the topic to discuss whereby solution been solve or not. somebody think that argument is not a best solution to solve the problem. it is just a way that instead of the way of communication that cant solve the problem, it might be a way that bring out the topic out to argue whether it can help to solve or not. anyway, it depends the people how to handle it. might make it worst or it might solve the problem and make the life would be better. perhaps, not all people can handle it well and at the end both of them lost in every corner. communication is very important but it may have a lot ways to communicate. some of them will talk the truth to each other, some of them will give some clues to the another, some of them like to argue, some of them doesn't give any respond. it really depends the situation and the characteristic of both people or more. Hence, it might give a solution whether something that to know each other well enough.

full time schedule

today, tuesday, got database quiz and internet programming practical test, yet i'm still steady that din read anythg yet...wow, steady nye~~ haha... actually i also dun know y... juz like let it be... LOL... need study lor.... i'm still able to listen song, online facebook and play games... shit!! what i'm doing right now?? blogging?? nope, juz write sumthg that sumtimes doesn't need to tell everybody unless they view my blog purposely. weds got statistic test, thursday got artificial intelligence test... damn, alot this week. after AI test might go KL shopping.. hehe... 1st ride back to ipoh. put my 1st love to ktm then shaw ping ride go KL... hmm... now i figure out he gonna waste some petrol. friday juz back to ipoh. i need get my ktm ticket before it too late...haha... hope everything smooth smooth ba... getting alone it's not a bad thg. at least i still can enjoy what i have right now. be alone is no a bad to you ppl... haha... no offence ^^

1st event and the last event organized by me

FICT Night - Night of the Moment.
my 1st event and it would be my last event in Utar organized by me. really tired... arghh...
i know in future still got alot event going to run by me also. but in Utar, it would be my last event.
i really need focus on my study, it really used alot of my time to handle it. >.<
once it finish, start my assignments soon plus midterm test coming on thurs plus online submit assignment also.
gain experience and learnt alot things. after this, quit my society position as committee members. dun wan be any position like chairman, treasurer, committee member or even auditor. FOCUS study lor... ganbatte!!!

getting.....

assignment juz came 1 but the society event like... arghh... stress....

sad

i really disappointed to you that i unable what to teach and talk to you anymore... u really make all of us scare of you and what we told u is useless... god, pls save him besides what we trying to help him. i know you the one can save him out from the path that might drag him in a darkness field. you the guy that always with me till the rest of my life. i really dun wan to see you anything happen and bring sadness to all of us. i really feel tired that i need handle alots of thing... you're not a kid anymore and we cant always monitor u by time to time. someday u nid walk from this hse and bring ur own family...

stop

can stop that appear in my head.... i dun wan it always appear while i sleep..thanks

2 weeks holiday

i think this 2 weeks holiday is for me to relax and focus what i need to do. 1st, coming annual dinner. what need to be arrange. 2nd, OT event. what will having and make a big party. 3rd, need ready with my Internet Programming stuff. 4rd, for sure relax and watch movie plus play some games. this sem break cant go anywher becoz of insufficient money yet nid work hard to earn money for next month expenses. really need work hard. after change the url for my blog, getting less ppl coming over to read my blog. sumtimes nid some changes will bring a gud thg.adios~

final stage

its final paper that falls on tomolo... i cant wait it finish then still thinking want to go back ipoh 1st or wait until sunday. 2molo nite got meeting regarding company new project. thinking whether want crazy abit that ride motor back ipoh after that coming back to kampar again... haha...

4 down 1 to go

hate that when ever read all but less focus on a part of the subject, it will always come in your paper... very hate this...

the thgs that i always do

stalk... why i want to stalk... there's no reason why and i love to do so... i dun knw y
stalking you its already one of my activities.. from last time till now also same... i think it will continue till i find mine... shud say my itchy hand or think alot... haiz... juz continue my life... now i figure out that one place or i can say one activities that can release my stress or a place for me to relax that listen to rock, pop, r&b songs...
if got nice and good sound effect, i will stay at home or somewher else i can enjoy it and relax... otherwise, at lounge or bistro bar or pub... there are the only place that i can feel relax, confortable, no need think so much and enjoy the alcoholic and dance...actually, i'm not good in dancing but while enjoying listening to the songs that i felt why not dance and have some fun and sweating also... now getting familiar to the beers, whisky, cognac and vodka.... recommended johnny walker and martell... nice drink =)

FINAL exam for year2 sem1

aza aza gogogogo.... 1 down 4 to go... ohm ohm ohm... fast fast come to me pls.....