It shouldn't

today want to write about someone that meaningful to all of us. once we knew the incident that happen to you, someone cried, someone stunned, some people do not know what to say and me, i do not know that i should angry or feel sad. people will think pity, but i'm not. i know there's something that make our mentally weak that cant control or think rationally to do something. end, incident happen that bring sadness to all the people that care. love from parents, care from friendship, and the sadness bring to all of us. people thinks that everyone has different characteristic and IQ/EQ will bring everyone different. a nice and brilliant person, but couldn't control emotion. somehow, people will think if they have those skills how good they are. but they never thought that sometimes it brings different environment to that person. life is just once in our life. our life not like cat that have nine life. but frankly to say that no matter how many life that cat have, there's a possibility that take the life away even the first time. but for human, just once in a life. once gone and it forever gone.

you will think that life end like this will bring end to you. the problems gone, sadness gone even happiness gone. in other way, the life that you do not feel worry about anymore. but this make you happy. you never think that people around you will feel the same feeling that you feel right now?! parents who bring you to this world. care and giving love to you since small. wasted times and money and love and care. that's priceless. assume a couple growth a baby need 20mill plus love and time. the baby grow up and might pay back the money. but time and love? how? how you gonna pay for it for the rest of their life spend on you? think about your perception. but never think others? for the 10months that mom having her baby inside her fetus, always worry about the status and health of the little baby. afraid that anything happen while having him/her inside. what gonna be after grown up. how he looks like, what's the characteristic? afraid have disease and so on.
try to think that you might be one of the parents in future. what you gonna feel and care about it when you have your baby. Please appreciate your life. there's no second time in our life. love and care among the people around you even they don't love and care about you also. what i believe karma. i hope you have another life in future. may GOD bless you. be a better life,people or anythings. believe karma. RIP my dear friend.

argument

it might be a point that give to anyone think that it is good or bad to bring out the topic to discuss whereby solution been solve or not. somebody think that argument is not a best solution to solve the problem. it is just a way that instead of the way of communication that cant solve the problem, it might be a way that bring out the topic out to argue whether it can help to solve or not. anyway, it depends the people how to handle it. might make it worst or it might solve the problem and make the life would be better. perhaps, not all people can handle it well and at the end both of them lost in every corner. communication is very important but it may have a lot ways to communicate. some of them will talk the truth to each other, some of them will give some clues to the another, some of them like to argue, some of them doesn't give any respond. it really depends the situation and the characteristic of both people or more. Hence, it might give a solution whether something that to know each other well enough.

full time schedule

today, tuesday, got database quiz and internet programming practical test, yet i'm still steady that din read anythg yet...wow, steady nye~~ haha... actually i also dun know y... juz like let it be... LOL... need study lor.... i'm still able to listen song, online facebook and play games... shit!! what i'm doing right now?? blogging?? nope, juz write sumthg that sumtimes doesn't need to tell everybody unless they view my blog purposely. weds got statistic test, thursday got artificial intelligence test... damn, alot this week. after AI test might go KL shopping.. hehe... 1st ride back to ipoh. put my 1st love to ktm then shaw ping ride go KL... hmm... now i figure out he gonna waste some petrol. friday juz back to ipoh. i need get my ktm ticket before it too late...haha... hope everything smooth smooth ba... getting alone it's not a bad thg. at least i still can enjoy what i have right now. be alone is no a bad to you ppl... haha... no offence ^^

1st event and the last event organized by me

FICT Night - Night of the Moment.
my 1st event and it would be my last event in Utar organized by me. really tired... arghh...
i know in future still got alot event going to run by me also. but in Utar, it would be my last event.
i really need focus on my study, it really used alot of my time to handle it. >.<
once it finish, start my assignments soon plus midterm test coming on thurs plus online submit assignment also.
gain experience and learnt alot things. after this, quit my society position as committee members. dun wan be any position like chairman, treasurer, committee member or even auditor. FOCUS study lor... ganbatte!!!

getting.....

assignment juz came 1 but the society event like... arghh... stress....

sad

i really disappointed to you that i unable what to teach and talk to you anymore... u really make all of us scare of you and what we told u is useless... god, pls save him besides what we trying to help him. i know you the one can save him out from the path that might drag him in a darkness field. you the guy that always with me till the rest of my life. i really dun wan to see you anything happen and bring sadness to all of us. i really feel tired that i need handle alots of thing... you're not a kid anymore and we cant always monitor u by time to time. someday u nid walk from this hse and bring ur own family...