Feeling not well.....

early morning felt my backbone pain...since last nite...

shud be the position incorrect"sleeping"

then i take salopas, put it behind and makes me feel better...

her feels started make me not feeling well...

she told me scare, i ask her y??

dun noe...

maybe i think i din give her any 安全感。。。

sorry...

i try wanna give u....but ur respond...

giving me a fear... i nid a mature relationship...

i dun wan like previous relationship,puppy love...

a relationship that both can discuss wat's the problem...

u said u need me ...  i will be urside from anytime...

this wednesday,is my 21st bday....

the day that giving me a memorable day for my whole life...

the memorable day that u and me....

the day that i gonna give u a surprise...

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juz went to maybank...to make a transaction for pencen ...

i sat down to fill up the form....

then i saw a granma,ask her to sit...

after that i stand behind

the grandma and her fren...

she's chinese and her fren's indian...

talk english smoothly leh...

her fren also can talk cantonese although she's indian...geng

they chit-chat while i waiting the time for me  to finish my stuff...

then they met another grandma....

continue chat...

that granma i chat 1st got 1 grandchild...

another one got 14 grandchildren...wao...

they having a nice and happy chat...

me at behind smiling...haha

it's a happy thg to share..i hope my time also can be like this...

u all will think that i'm old thinking person...

but once u think when u were old...

wat u wan to be when that time...

holding hand wf ur beloved,around the world...

less worried bout the kids...

looking the grandchildren running here and there...

while any festival,all can group together and have dinner...

chit-chatting and laugh as ever u can..

maybe end of my life can be like this wif my family....

HAPPILY EVER AFTER...

THE END