End of the year 2011 and the start with the hopeful year of 2012

finally today is the last day of the year with total of the memories from happy till sad...
today also 2nd year anniversary that i wont forget...
what thgs that i shud rmb and not to rmb that i will do...
its ok that everything done...
start with the cherish year of 2012...
stay single for the following year...
same to u guys and "you" also... happy always and stay healthy...
 HAPPY NEW YEAR.... ^^

29th of Dec 2011

still have 2 more days, this year gonna end soon... and start another bright new year and hopefully it is a good year for me... i hope everything smooth smooth geh la...dun kakaciaociao then enuf jor...haha...
3 months adi past... when starting that time still keep emo-ing..... but time can change everything...
even though that i know my feeling and what i thinking and what i nid to do right now... stay clam and peacefully to finish the works that i nid to achieve... my supervisor said that i really can put it down... but i juz telling that i can put it down becoz it adi past... * **** *** *** *** *** ** ****** ******** *** *** [ the words that i know] anyway, looks like less ppl read my blog de... i also happy that i write these thgy is not becoz to attract other ppl to read it.. i juz wan write for my mood... 2012 i'm coming lu~~~ say bye bye to 2011...... haha...
I got a hangover, wo-oh!
I've been drinking too much for sure
I got a hangover, wo-oh!
I got an empty cup
Pour me some more

 mari ONG mari ONG 2012... ^^

ENDS~~~~

everything end for this year.... wait xmas, new year, chinese new year...and so many events wait for me... yahooooooooo~~~~~~~~~~~~

DEC!!!

its dec... the last month of the year... my exam time coming.... next 13,14 dec... arghh.... oh god... after that alot thgs wait me to do..watch movie la...buy clothes la...bla bla bla... xmas coming... new year coming... but without her again... i miss her... thats me...

last day of november

still have one month to go to step in new era that is 2012... myth said that the world gonna end and economical also having crisis... OMG... unknown that its already 2 years... like that... this one that i onli know... move forward... have my passion... my courage.... GO GO GO!!! wait xmas and harpi new year and harrrppiii chineseeee new year.... weeeeee =)

nothing

its 7.10am [29/11/2011]... so early wake for later 9.30am class... this week is my last week for this sem... after 2more weeks gonna final exam... i nid ready my bullet. coz my exam falls on 13,14 dec.. combo.. haiz...

nothing gonna say about my relationship, i also dun know u got read my blog anot... from most of the post that i miss you and love you so on... it really what happen in my heart... yes, i do... i'm not gonna say anythg after we broke... its adi past... juz move forward that i can say...

forgets

still have a month... its adi few months... and i everyday did the same thg.... juz dun know wat to say again...

heavy

it juz heavy to let u go,
when u are alone, juz like last time...
really wan be ur side time to time... really wan to do so...

another day

once again at this time i miss you... i post here becoz i juz wat i feel.

New Post

maybe u din read my blog for these whole period, i dun know that...
from ur post, it looks like u have been targeted and u also think that wan to give ur heart to him...
u juz hoping that dun wan the thgs happen again between u and me...
my wound again pain wf the salt that u put...
my heart pain again...

morning

this morning 5am i juz went to bed. i'm tired doin assignment. then 7.30 woke up.
from the time i goin to sleep, i watched back the video clip that i catch from u,
the voice record that i steel from u, i miss that time that ur voice sweet and cute.
even i can fall asleep when listen to ur voice...
it juz make me while i'm at that time when i wan sleeping...
now ntg can be change... juz look forward....

do as i like

i juz follow wat i wan to think,to do and i like...
others ppl say that i dun care anymore...
as long i feel better that being force to do that i dun like...

dream

almost to finish my short sem,
its fast that i can say,
alot thgs happen that i learnt alot also.
this morning i dream of her,
this morning i still can rmb wat i dream...
then i say to myself, it juz onli a dream...
juz forget about it... now i try to think wat i dream...
i cant rmb it... it juz a temp memory...
really dun wan think about it...
its over, nothing can be dream...
it juz like dream, while dreaming,
thinking that it happening,
when woke up, juz onli know it juz a dream...
then forget it... live for future...

let it go...

i can feel my heart getting loose. not so tight than before... i know i started to release the burden...
no longer hope... i love and i hope... thats all... wait my new angel... that would be my last angel...
i will be her last guardian...

you

among the girls that i met before that i'm trying to say...
u r the most special one...
previous one, that i met them when i like then target them..
like, i see then i like... i think most of the guys like this...
mostly la but not all...
but u r different...
why i say so...
1st time i met u blok d corridor while having english midterm...
then 2nd time i met u in study room, and that time u having accounting..
which r u not so familiar wf that subject.
juz u and me know what happen that time...
that time, i'm not so target u or focus u that time...
mayb that time the feeling or timing haven arrive...
i dun know y, it juz happen from day by day...
the feeling that make me focus on u more and more...
i cant write all my feeling here... i juz wan keep apart of it to be my memory...
my secret... my past... my love one...

i'm learning

i'm learning, thats all...thank you =(

hate myself...

i lie to myself that i wan to forget you but i din't.
i lie to myself that i will less love you more but i din't.
i lie to myself that i will be more happy but i din't.
i'm said that to keep a distance between u and me,
coz i dun wan give you so much of stress, u sick, emo, unhappy...
i can feel it too... i felt my heart already link to you...
its hard to tear it off... its pain... its sad.... its emo... its suffering...
easy to say that i can let it go, i will forget it, i would never think of it...
but all these are lies...
i did put too much feeling in this relationship that make me suffer..
i dun know you wait or not waiting...
i just like a stupid waiting for the right or wrong answer...
its not because of right or wrong or not important at all...
 i just want a correct answer that i want really to know... i wan to ask...
the answer maybe yes or no, but maybe i dun know...
why in this world have the answer i dun know...
what kind of answer is this... i really no idea for it...
no one step out the 1st step or even step out also...
no one dare to confirm that it will be happen better...

distance

i choose this way that remain a distance between u and me... to keep away the pain between us...
even though that i din contact you or else... but i can feel u still around me...
it juz like a moon rounding the earth...
from the day till night... from the time i sleep till i woke up then around me till i sleep...
now i'm looking for myself... hope myself din get lost...

I LIKE JUST THE WAY YOU ARE <3

heart

when i saw it, i was felt very pain... i dun know why... it might be not true and playing around one... i believe it nothing... i think that also... but i also feel pain... it's pain... if it really happen, i juz can accept it... but it more pain when it happen... the pain like the wound on my heart juz put some salt... i can feel this pain... i dun know when it will recover... i really hope it recover as soon as possible... but it juz like no progress at all for recovering... u like do ur thg... but i always stalk wat u doin... even wher u work that i also stalk... i'm juz a noob.... why can let it go? all my fren said that let it go... be a normal and happy guy... i also think like that, i also tried to be the normal and happy guy... i try to flirt other girl but i dun know why while flirting progress... i felt the guy flirting, it wasn't me. then i stop flirt... i really wan find who am i... and be myself like before... i know that i'm juz like a mature or ppl said old man... i juz wan a normal, simple and mature relationship... my heart adi lock by someone that i couldn't have the feeling and the guts to flirt others... that's me... truly me... if really that my heart not lock by someone... i know that i juz focus to the girl that i love most... never focus to others while i love the girl that i like most... i'm not writing all these things here to let u all know who am i and what thing make me like this... i juz wan to share and my feeling that i couldn't share to anyone... ppl think'n why not private this post... actually no nid troublesome that do so much thg to private it and dun let ppl know... i juz write and post... for the guy wan read this and comment about this... actually u no nid so kepo and comment one.. it juz my perception and my characteristic....

hurt

its hurt... truly hurt.... i can feel the pain of  my heart.... T.T

11.11.2011

today is the day that happen once for my whole life ever...
without her, my life just simple like before...
i still have my friends... they support me...
thank you my friends... without you all... i'm nothing...
i'm just want to thank you you all...
but believe me, i will be the best all i can...
what i'm thinking now... i miss her...
time will never return backward... it just follow the clock going...
and i know i have to follow the clock go and catch my future...
i also hope that i can catch her back in future...

leave her alone

guys, please leave her alone... i really dun wan her get hurt or stress anymore... this also indirectly make me hurt when i saw her hurt also.. pls... thank you...

sumtimes...

sumtimes i miss you... juz can keep it inside my heart...

worry

worry anot... btw, not to worry about u anymore... as long u safe and healthy... take care yourself... dun make urself too tired...

trying

i'm juz trying to forget u... wat i did that i un-subscribe all ur post and comment. this is the onli way that i cannot see anythg about u that can make myself stop thinking about you... but sumtimes that i also auto go click ur profile and see wat u post and ur comment... it really suffer... really suffer... really SUFFER~ *sound down*
i read ur blog again and again, ur comment and ur info again and again... thinking about ur answer to me again and again... i'm again giving my own answer again and again... he and she ask me, do i still thinking of you? yes, i am... ask me again, got find u anot... i said no, since after the last sms i sent. what i'm thinking rite now... yet u post ur link about ur blog... i read it again... latest one all also wf password... i was trying wat password that u put... mayb u write the things would be not about me... i'm tired de... go sleep le... 9.30am class.. nid go kampar before that time... i know tired, but nid to hang on.... i know i can....

work and study

pc fair done... now wait next month fair... guys, if u see ext hdd and pendrive cheap then u nid buy rite now... after these 2 weeks, all will increase 20-30%... i nid study again lu... がんばって。。

at last

i'm tired...

i juz step out of my 1st step...

i rmb that u said after break up muz chase you back...

that time i thought was ridiculous... 

but i did it..

i failed...

nvm...

at least i tried...

juz back to my own world...

good bye

i will do

i will not make u suffer

i will try not appear so much

i will stay and hope for u

i will pray for u

coz i love you

juz be the one u are and u like to be

i do

no matter how

i will wait you.

mission

I NEVER GIVE UP!!!

beginning of the semester

it been already 2 weeks that i travel from ipoh-kampar-ipoh for my study. from monday to thursday.
then, friday, saturday and sunday i went to segatrad for part time sales. now i know what is tired with half study half work. it really tired. i think i can gain experience where i decided this way.

another thg is, it been a month that i broke wf you. i dun know why that i'm still thinking of you. as people said love before, so still have the feeling. nid some times to get the feeling away. sumtimes i also dun know wat i wan. sumtimes wan be with you but sumtimes don't. i really dun know wat happen on me. i really get frus. i know that our perception are diff. i'm now telling myself not to change you either me. just be ourselves. i'm also telling myself that no matter what people say, i really fall in love with you and i really wan be with you. other people say that i'm idiot, moron, stupid, bastard or anything else.. i really love you very much... now i realised wat u did that i dun know. i know wat u did is for me. i regret and to say i'm sorry... i will wait for you.

start the time

it's my 1st week for 3rd sem for year 1. i know it will be tough life for me for the following year. i will take it down in the plan... others i dont wan to care so much. end... class le...bye

there's still got something

My memories is like computer data that cannot be destroy or deleted. It last forever but it will not be overwritten like the data in computer. I'm trying to be myself again since before the things happen for these few period. When ever i saw others friend pictures, how sweet they are. I also think about mine also. That cannot be erased anymore in my memory. <3

2nd SemBreak

went KL.. no money le...din go part time job...sob sob...

juz now wen yum cha at tong sui kai... then snooker again..haha

Against time

Many people met each other...
there are few couples will luckily or been fated to be met..
one of them need a day to like each other...
but everything has the end, yet they need time to forget each other..
so, they against the time from knowing each other to forget each other...

Conclusion:
i need a sec to know you,
i need a minute to like you,
i need a hour to stalk you,
i need a day to plan talk to you,
i need a month to prepare to give my love to you,
i need a year to knowing you better, BUT
i need my whole life to forgetting you....

I know it's hard but trying is better against the time past....

William_sept-29-2011....

No turning point

i'm not angry or misun about u and ur fren relationship..
i'm angry becoz of u not care about my feeling from the beginning...
there's some way that i know u din care about my feeling..
u can try ask ur fren... but i dun wan tell anymore or even talk...
be fren =)

hope

hope u will...
hope u get...
hope u ....
hope u ....
i hope for me.....

HOPE...~~

but i knew there's changed of u...

over

whats over?? exam la... holiday mood... =)))

no topic

it's a long time din't see you blog. really can't to see you blog about. i just wrote my feeling and i promise what to you. but i can't share it out.  but i want let you know.

i really hope that its not too late for us....

p/s: i just wrote at another blog.

drop

my heart cracked and tears come from my heart....

silent

silent....
there's no sound or even a single voice come from everywhere.
someone will stay calm and think what is the following sound that making for this world to keep away silent.
it's really doesn't not like this environment...
feel lonely, cold, depress and bad mood.

past 3 days

adi 3 days had passed. how are you? i'm trying to forget you. but ur soul still around me...

Qoute

now i know, love someone doesn't mean need to be together.
just stay at one side to see her happy and sad.
keep it inside my heart.

juz talking sumthg around

juz now i watched a movie " Con Air" acted by nicholas cage... its a great movie that i ever watched before... it kind of action blockbuster movie. nevertheless, some kind of love story also.... i'm not gonna talk about wat the synopsis talking about... juz telling wat i'm thinking of right now... the faith, believe and the trust of each other will bring the happiest things ever happen to both side... wat was i'm think about and finally figure it out, there's is ntg to worry about. what thgs happen and take it easy. i also dun know wat i'm talking about, it juz go trough and pass by my brain and i simply write it down. thats simple... what she said y think a thg that so complicated for wat.. everythg will be very easy but my brain keep on think alot and alot... i hope this helps me in my paper or the job in my future not for other thgs... perhaps, i think too much... what i'm thinking about that take it easy. juz a simple sentences that making me happy.
DUN WORRY BE HAPPY=)

FIR

How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever
Ever survive　
How do I　How do I　How do I live

当你的泪在微笑中滑
回忆的风 吹着我走　
我却情愿停留
当一颗心到时间的尽头　呼吸也会痛
可是我记得 你给我的梦

每一天在你的怀里等待
每一夜我感觉你的存在
走过伤害 我回头看
是永远都灿烂的爱
这一次我决定勇敢去爱
这一次我陪你看到未来
So how do I live
How do I live
How do I live without you
How do I live...

当世界都遗忘我的时候
你的一切 对我来说
经过才能拥有
我明白一份真爱的背后 藏着苦和忧
心痛的时候 更深刻感受

每一天在你的怀里等待
每一夜我感觉你的存在
走过伤害 我回头看
是永远都灿烂的爱
这一次我决定勇敢去爱
这一次我陪你看到未来
So, how do I live
How do I live
How do I live without you

And tell me now

每一天在你的怀里等待
每一夜我感觉你的存在
走过伤害 我回头看
是永远都灿烂的爱
这一次我决定勇敢去爱
这一次我陪你看到未来
So, how do I live
How do I live
How do I live without you
Without you

是永远都灿烂的爱
这一次我决定勇敢去爱
这一次我陪你看到未来
So, how do I live
How do I live
How do I live without you

How do I live without you 　　　　　　How do I breathe without you

think back

i was think about what if i din study at UTAR, this question is frequently ask me. because my old friend already graduate ACCA at UK.
i asked my father, " dad, do you rmb that i was standard 1 and u rmb that a boy sit beside me and having a same name wf me called wengfei?
he replied, " yes, why? "
and i said, " he already graduate ACCA at UK"
he ask, " why u still havent graduate?"
i replied, " becoz he after form 5 and go for ktar take diploma accounting and adv diploma at ktar till take ACCA at liverpool,UK"

if i was form 5 that time, i also think about want to go ktar but that not interested in account till i taking form 6. that time still wan to know about computer knowledge. when i was still a small kid during primary school, becoz my math was good enuf and i was thinking wanna be an accountant. but time to time, time will change ppl mind and change my future job also... from accountant --> pilot --> police --> teacher --> computer technician --> programmer.

that time after form 5, i do really want get into ktar but financial problem, i nid stay and take form 6 for my study. last time i blamed my mom for not letting me go for ktar. but now i'm think about it and i spend my time in form 6. it was my choice that study rather than working. i'm sorry, mom. in form 6, i had learnt alot. being mature than b4. other ppl wont think about me, but i can feel that i have changed. after form 6, unsuccessful get in local U, at the end i choose UTAR. yes, it is my choice so cant blame anyone. from foundation till now, i also get my experience from there... and i also have a girlfriend. from all these, i also learn alot. thanks to her also that i still hang on till now. not i wan to say that if i without her, i will fail. i juz wan to say that wf her support that i can do better. now adi degree y1s2. its final exam again from foundation till now... everyone also struggling wf the notes. hope everyone all the best.

study and entertainment mode together ON

midnight i will study... sad thg... ~~
but daylight i will try entertain myself... haha...

exam... u gonna die on my hand... i will not let u kill me already...
i'm not telling lies... is truth... nvr try... nvr hope... but will do it... ganbatte....

<><><><><><><>

do u know that i miss you....

Sem Break for Y1S1

Finally, i have done my 1st sem...
Finally, i have done my 1st final exam for sem 1...
Finally, i have my holiday soon...
Finally, i have my holiday trip with her...
Finally, i can relax myself for the half of the year...

thanks for everyone for supporting me...
thanks to my coursemate and groupmate...
thanks to my family for supporting me or else i don't know what i'm going to do in future...
thanks to you for giving me ur love...
thank thank thank thank you~




End

William_22

April fool miss out. wait the May be the one i hope.

soon, gonna exam, study havent start yet...
assignment left 1, presentation left 1, midterm left 1....
wait wait wait...still got basic algebra assignment... sigh....why like this?
why all also last minute one...sigh, dun like this since foundation...
sick of it...nvm, move forward and look the brightest of the sky...
 =)


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i dun know that i shud know or not... if dun noe, assume ntg will happen...
after i knew it, i was think about it whether shud i? shud i wat?
angry or wat?
sigh...i really dun know...mayb alot thg that we cant catch it... or wat i mean manage it...
everyone will have their fate and try to manage it very well.... but sometimes become an incident...
sigh~~~
i try to close 1 eye and pretend ntg happen?? i was really angry.... really ntg that i can think...
i hope that ntg happen... wat ppl say that try not to judge ppl by look at one time or heard ppl say...
try use ur heart and ur faith to do so... so, i juz nid to learn one more thg and upgrade it as well...
ok....time to sleep... good nite... おやすみなさい～。。。

end

William_FAITH 2011

what i'm thinking....SOON!!!

cny gonna finish soon...

the day for couple coming soon...

dunnoe assignment when all of them come soon...

SOON!!!!

i dun know wat to do soon....

i wish to make a card for her and sum present...but this week totally not free for me...pass up assessment to the PROF ROMAN(p/s: he wan us die soon) coz got complain from us about the syllabus that he teaching right now...now,he said that we have to 100% focus in his lecture due to the final exam,he will set the question very hard... @@ Die Soon!!!!  tomolo japanese exam for hiragana and katakana....thank god that i haven memories all of them... also soon die....

 "her"

 i know u have bad mood... i tried my best to accept it... i hope that i can be wf u for the rest of my life. same to me... try to accept it or let me know... so, i wont make u unhappy... i try to settle it by myself... everyone also will unhappy in diff days... but doesn't mean that they will express their feeling easily to others ppl... sharing is caring... u can share wf them but in a good condition...

end

William_22/2011

22 years ago.....

i'm juz nothing to this world...but for my parents,its their successful product...LOL

a BABY....wakakaka....now i adi 22 yrs old...


Happy Birthday To Me!!!


end


William_22/2011

kampar death city

medical check up - ok
bill- nope
packing- nope
darling- nope


means dun hav the mood yet to go bak there.....



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william_2011