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when i saw it, i was felt very pain... i dun know why... it might be not true and playing around one... i believe it nothing... i think that also... but i also feel pain... it's pain... if it really happen, i juz can accept it... but it more pain when it happen... the pain like the wound on my heart juz put some salt... i can feel this pain... i dun know when it will recover... i really hope it recover as soon as possible... but it juz like no progress at all for recovering... u like do ur thg... but i always stalk wat u doin... even wher u work that i also stalk... i'm juz a noob.... why can let it go? all my fren said that let it go... be a normal and happy guy... i also think like that, i also tried to be the normal and happy guy... i try to flirt other girl but i dun know why while flirting progress... i felt the guy flirting, it wasn't me. then i stop flirt... i really wan find who am i... and be myself like before... i know that i'm juz like a mature or ppl said old man... i juz wan a normal, simple and mature relationship... my heart adi lock by someone that i couldn't have the feeling and the guts to flirt others... that's me... truly me... if really that my heart not lock by someone... i know that i juz focus to the girl that i love most... never focus to others while i love the girl that i like most... i'm not writing all these things here to let u all know who am i and what thing make me like this... i juz wan to share and my feeling that i couldn't share to anyone... ppl think'n why not private this post... actually no nid troublesome that do so much thg to private it and dun let ppl know... i juz write and post... for the guy wan read this and comment about this... actually u no nid so kepo and comment one.. it juz my perception and my characteristic....